Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Nightmares

I am suffering from nightmares... especially about my years-old mistakes.. Don't know why (too much caffeine or stress at work?)

On top of that, as soon as I arrive my parents' home to relax a bit, my older sister starts bugging me (don't ask me why she still lives with my parents!) She keeps telling how terrible her day was and all the troubles she had... (as if!)

Yesterday I was not in a good mood, and didn't listen to her as I usually do... and I joked about her "troubles".. Well, she said she won't talk to me about her day anymore.. like I care...

Sorry, but I want to be a selfish, ungrateful person!

I listened "devil may care" that night, and finally able to relax and slept.


Seriously, I gotta move out soon 'cause I can't take it anymore... Still waiting for a vacancy in the faculty housing at the university (I can't afford anywhere else) *darn*