I hate hating people.... but whatever I do, I hate this kind of person...
#1. Negative/ critical in everything he/she says, his/her smile is for sarcasm
#2. Depressive mostly because he.she does not like him/herself and thinks that nobody loves him/her (if you don't love yourself what do you expect from others?)
#3. Collect every bad memory of his/her past and then attribute the reasons to other persons. Then come up with the theory that he/she is a very unfortunate person because of others.
#4. Thinks that people "have to" do something nice to him/her, and get depressed if this is not happening.
Especially about this last item, I want to write something I truly believe:
It is human to expect something from someone. But nobody "has to" do anything for you. Everyone has their own lives and nobody is responsible for yours. The only way to be happy is not to expect anything from anyone, and be happy when you are fortunate to receive kindness.
Recently I realized I expected stuff from my family. It is shameful but I got angry at my mom for mixing my clothes with others' after the laundry. The fact is, she does not have to do my laundry, I have no right to be angry at her.
I will try harder for not becoming the kind of person I hate...
