Very fundemental changes... from my view of life to the simple ways of doing things at work. It is difficult but I can manage it as long as I am patient enough to see the results.
Now it is time....
Being lonely is difficult during this phase. Waiting for someone to come to my life or trying to find someone is frustrating. One of the decisions that I made last month was: I will not wait anymore, but if by any chance something good happens, then I will be open to it.
Yesterday night I spoke to my unborn child. I told him/her that he/she may not ever come to this world. I said, I will stop agonizing about this and continue living without waiting, so "farewell".
I decided to do everything in my life for my only purpose of living. It is very personal, so I won't write here. I am absolutely sure that this purpose will make me become who I really am and bring out all the potential rested in me.
